As you may have realized, I have failed to post the past week or so. **SIGH** Life seems to get away from me sometimes. November is quickly passing me by. I been busily trying to get the last bits of Caleb's birthday party together, which is this weekend, AAAAHHHH! I am not ready for this in any way. I have realized in the past week that, even though I am excited for his birthday party, it won't stop. After this first birthday, he will have another, and another, and another. It brings tears to my eyes every time I think about him growing up, this usually launches me into irrational land, where I am already thinking about him getting married; he is only turning one. I am just not ready to give up my little boy.
One thing that I already miss SO much is our morning cuddle time. Since he was a month old, in the morning when he would wake up around 5am, I would bring him in the bed and we would have cuddle time. For the first 6 months it was just mommy and Caleb cuddle time, the most cherished memories I have of those months. This week I have ended my sad attempts to recapture cuddle time. He has no interest in cuddle time in the morning and is just ready to jump off the bed and start a day of little boy adventures. I tried desperately to hold onto cuddle time but had to realize that it was only making Caleb, Wes, and myself frustrated. He is already outgrowing me. :(
I would like to think that it will get easier, but I just don't think it will. Eventually it won't just be birthdays, but starting school, the ever interesting teen years, sports, and on it goes. **SIGH** And so that is my joy and my misery this whole month so far. On a happier note, his birthday is going to be so special; I will blog about that, with pictures after Saturday.
The other piece of interesting for this post is Caleb's thanksgiving shirt! For those who remember my FB post about sneaking in and tracing Caleb's hand while he slept to make a hand print turkey, this is what it was for. I got the idea from no where other than the wonderful and exhausting Pinterest, I only improved it just a little!